He checked into rehab in March, right? So if it really were drugs then... damn it, boy.
Yeah, and he just got out like a month or so ago. I think this is one of the things that makes it so hard for me to handle, because here was this guy who was working really hard towards staying clean and he couldn't do it and it is a scary thought, because one too many pills/whatever or the wrong combination and it is all over.
Of course, it still hasn't been confirmed as a drug-related death and there is a part of me that hopes it isn't, but then I wonder if maybe some other cause might even be worse for his family.
Where are all the friends when you/he need(ed) them?
You have to reach out. You have to ask for help. It makes me wonder if he had a sponsor to turn too. (I often wish I had one just because it is so hard to lay all those emotions on your loved ones all the time).
I haven't seen a single episode of Glee, so not my style, and I don't even remember him from SPN, so I didn't really know him, but I'm still sad about it.
I've seen a lot of people in the last few days saying exactly what you just said - that they don't watch Glee but it still makes them sad. I think it is just shocking, especially as he was so young, and makes us take a step back. You know, the first time I saw the SPN ep I already knew him from another show that I loved, but I didn't recognize him at all. It was only after I started watching Glee that I recognized him, but now I see it every time I watch that SPN episode, you know.
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Yeah, and he just got out like a month or so ago. I think this is one of the things that makes it so hard for me to handle, because here was this guy who was working really hard towards staying clean and he couldn't do it and it is a scary thought, because one too many pills/whatever or the wrong combination and it is all over.
Of course, it still hasn't been confirmed as a drug-related death and there is a part of me that hopes it isn't, but then I wonder if maybe some other cause might even be worse for his family.
Where are all the friends when you/he need(ed) them?
You have to reach out. You have to ask for help. It makes me wonder if he had a sponsor to turn too. (I often wish I had one just because it is so hard to lay all those emotions on your loved ones all the time).
I haven't seen a single episode of Glee, so not my style, and I don't even remember him from SPN, so I didn't really know him, but I'm still sad about it.
I've seen a lot of people in the last few days saying exactly what you just said - that they don't watch Glee but it still makes them sad. I think it is just shocking, especially as he was so young, and makes us take a step back. You know, the first time I saw the SPN ep I already knew him from another show that I loved, but I didn't recognize him at all. It was only after I started watching Glee that I recognized him, but now I see it every time I watch that SPN episode, you know.
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