It's like I'm a hypocondriac (sp?) but with the actual illnesses I fear I might have.

I can't imagine what I fine line that must be to walk. Between knowing you have these illnesses and being vigilant of your health, and worrying every little thing is a precursor to worse.

I'm not sure how you feel about it, but I do keep you in my prayers, and since my gods are a bit more hands on than the Christian one, hopefully it does some good.