I'm super sorry that you're sick. I'm even sorrier that your mom had to move in with you. Farewell, privacy and freedom from stress.... :(
Over the past 6 weeks I have tried to send you an email about what was going on with her. I keep trying, but every time I go to do it, something else happens with her and I just get so overwhelmed. I never even knew where to start an email about all this shit. Even now, I came out on the back deck (it's finished!) to text with K about mom and my stress, and she followed me out here and is sitting across the table from me. Le sigh.
Get well soon, hon - and I bet the rising depression is due to the new living situation. Hopefully once you guys teach Mom her new personal and physical limits and boundaries, it'll work okay. Do you plan to sell her house?
Oh hell yeah, the new living situation is causing the depression. It's the kind of isolation and cabin fever I only feel in Michigan winter of February. But it's June though, you know!? Mom is under the impression this will just be for the summer, but realistically, it won't, so come this fall she'll have a reassessment and then when the dr says 'permanent' we'll sell the house. We need the money to redo the basement so it's actually insulated and safe for Sis to live down there, since Mom took Sis' bedroom.
I would hate Chuck e Cheese, but your skeeball strength will be as the strength of ten because your motives for descending into hell are pure and loving!
TN and LGC each gave me two tokens so I could play four games of skeeball. (So nice of them since I gave them $30 to spend on tokens!) but holy damn, okay, it wasn't as crowded or insane as the place we went as kids (Showbiz Pizza) bc CC's has an open floor plan, but I didn't even realize how loud it was until we stepped back outside and the silence was suddenly overwhelming. The kids all had a good time though, so it was totally worth it! I feel like shit today though. Whew.
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Date: 2016-06-12 10:29 pm (UTC)Over the past 6 weeks I have tried to send you an email about what was going on with her. I keep trying, but every time I go to do it, something else happens with her and I just get so overwhelmed. I never even knew where to start an email about all this shit. Even now, I came out on the back deck (it's finished!) to text with K about mom and my stress, and she followed me out here and is sitting across the table from me. Le sigh.
Get well soon, hon - and I bet the rising depression is due to the new living situation. Hopefully once you guys teach Mom her new personal and physical limits and boundaries, it'll work okay. Do you plan to sell her house?
Oh hell yeah, the new living situation is causing the depression. It's the kind of isolation and cabin fever I only feel in Michigan winter of February. But it's June though, you know!? Mom is under the impression this will just be for the summer, but realistically, it won't, so come this fall she'll have a reassessment and then when the dr says 'permanent' we'll sell the house. We need the money to redo the basement so it's actually insulated and safe for Sis to live down there, since Mom took Sis' bedroom.
I would hate Chuck e Cheese, but your skeeball strength will be as the strength of ten because your motives for descending into hell are pure and loving!
TN and LGC each gave me two tokens so I could play four games of skeeball. (So nice of them since I gave them $30 to spend on tokens!) but holy damn, okay, it wasn't as crowded or insane as the place we went as kids (Showbiz Pizza) bc CC's has an open floor plan, but I didn't even realize how loud it was until we stepped back outside and the silence was suddenly overwhelming. The kids all had a good time though, so it was totally worth it! I feel like shit today though. Whew.