Oh no, your mom? Well I guess we'll hear soon what that is about. I am so sorry, though.
Mostly it's about her BP dropping out for no reason and her mental status being altered and her not taking care of herself at home, like not drinking, eating or taking her meds and refusing help and peeing her bed and not telling anyone until we find her in her own urine. It's like she has dementia except it's all coming from the BP and whatever the root cause of that is, but we don't know what the root cause is! By living here, we can give her the best quality of life possible. For her. Clearly not the best possible for us.
And I wouldn't be surprised if that is what is contributing to your depression. Sending many good thoughts your way!
Oh, absolutely! I am feel crowded, claustrophobic, cabin fever, isolated, overwhelmed and an using way too many spoons just by not having my normal quiet level throughout the day. It's also probably a root cause of why I got a chest cold. I am using all my spoons just trying to talk with her (mostly deaf and unable to comprehend words, yet still is siting on taking nonstop) that I have weakened my immune system, so now I'm sick. And depressed. My counselor is back in July. I keep focusing on that fact.
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Date: 2016-06-12 10:45 pm (UTC)Mostly it's about her BP dropping out for no reason and her mental status being altered and her not taking care of herself at home, like not drinking, eating or taking her meds and refusing help and peeing her bed and not telling anyone until we find her in her own urine. It's like she has dementia except it's all coming from the BP and whatever the root cause of that is, but we don't know what the root cause is! By living here, we can give her the best quality of life possible. For her. Clearly not the best possible for us.
And I wouldn't be surprised if that is what is contributing to your depression. Sending many good thoughts your way!
Oh, absolutely! I am feel crowded, claustrophobic, cabin fever, isolated, overwhelmed and an using way too many spoons just by not having my normal quiet level throughout the day. It's also probably a root cause of why I got a chest cold. I am using all my spoons just trying to talk with her (mostly deaf and unable to comprehend words, yet still is siting on taking nonstop) that I have weakened my immune system, so now I'm sick. And depressed. My counselor is back in July. I keep focusing on that fact.
Thank for the support, bb! <3